1st October 2015.
California Dreamin' in the making in another month time.
Life is always good when you get to travel,
with that unique someone.
We eat, we snap, we drive, we will see the world bit by bit.
Let's stay by each other till the end of the road.
Been a while.
A big year for me, as I step into supposedly another stage of my life.
I've never wanted to limit myself with the number games, it's just all in the mind.
At least that's what I wanted to believe in.
I've always believe in there is a choice in everything, you hold the power to your own life.
I hate to succumb to situation that is not my true self.
Am I being too naive or just simply a self denial?
Things never always go as per planned, kind of knowing it but when it does happen, accepting it with a cool head is just not that easy.
I have that much love but only for that little people.
People, my love is just that concentrated.
See it, if you can't.
A moment of pain, a moment of tears, it's just that moment.
And everything will be back to the way it used to be, people will get use to it.
We build relationships with others, thinking that we hold unique and important places in others.
But afterall, you can only affect that someone that much.
You might think too highly of yourself, humans will only remember that important one that little.
The pain, the tears will eventually stop and at that point of time, you are totally lost in this universe.
You are someone's memories, you are a past tense.
You are that someone who was once important, but without you, life still goes on for others and nothing has changed.
Except your existence.
That insignificant one.
I love the old, I hope for the new.
I yearn for the new, but I can't let go of the old.
Mesmerize by the old, thinking for the new.
It's not the old or the new, it's now.
Enjoy the very moment now, it's all that matters.